Well, I finally gave in and started writing a Fallout Equestria fic. Just something to keep me occupied, plus I’ve been in a writing mood lately. Not expecting to have anything out for probably a month. I’m a stickler when it comes to things like pacing, but am also really bad at it.
This song for some reason always gives me a crapload of feels. Still one of my favorite albums ever. Probably a long post about something coming later.
EDIT: I lied, there probably won’t be a long post about something coming later.
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I keep getting new people following my tumblr which confuses me. Not that I’m ungrateful or anything, it’s awesome (and a bit weird) to think that people are actually reading the shit I post, but it makes me wonder how they even find my blog. I don’t advertise it anywhere or anything and even most of the people I know IRL don’t follow me, or even know I have a tumblr.
I really wish I could post more often, I’ve had a lot of shit floating around in my brain lately that I really want to sit down and work out. Writing has always been the easiest way, though now talking with Vi helps too. I realize I haven’t mentioned her much lately (that’s because you’re a jerk). She’s been doing fine, but like me is so fucking bored.
I just finished Choke by Chuck Palahniuk, how he can create stories so hilariously depressing is beyond me. He just manages to hit a nerve with me is all. Some of the things in the book reminded me of Tulpa, of course, because what doesn’t at this point?
“The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. If you can change the way people think. The way they see themselves. The way they see the world. You can change the way people live their lives. That’s the only lasting thing you can create.”-Choke
So I started reading a biography of Hunter S. Thompson and Choke by Chuck Palahniuk at the same time. Probably not the best two books to read when you’re wondering what to do with life. Mostly I’m just blown away reading about Hunter S. Thompson, I can’t tell if the man was an absolute mad genius, or just mad. He was like the real life Tyler Durden, but with actual focus.
Safe to say that he’s now one of my role-models, though I’m not sure if that is a good thing.
God damn I want to get my computer back. I want to delve back into metaphysical shit with Vi but it’s a bit difficult without any access to information. How am I supposed to try and do this shit when I don’t even know what it is I should be doing!
In other news, crap isn’t going to well at my house. It’s gone from my step-father taking away my computer to him threating to shut off the breakers to my room. All because I can’t find a job, which I’ve tried. My mom understands this, he refuses to. So probably gonna be fucking homeless soon, couch surfing.
Was actually listening to The Earth Is Not a Cold Dead Place when I saw this. Woo.
I THOUGHT THIS WAS KIDDING SOGMLASG
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